Let me off this ride

I hopped on the train

Unsure of the destination

Unsuspecting of the pain

That swelled up as we left the station 

So I closed my eyes in fear 

I reached out both my hands 

Attempting to grab on and steer

But I realized I had no control 

So I quickly opened my eyes

And looked out at the tracks ahead

Sharp left, sharp right 

Am I on a roller coaster instead?

Up and down, back and forth 

Smile, frown, could there be more?

My triggers bring me to a low

I feel the quick drop 

The ride begins to slow

I wish it would just stop 

But then it’s back up again 

The truth lifts me from the pit 

I’m trecking my way back up again 

Jesus gives me the strength not to quit 

But my heart can only endure for so long 

The ups and the downs, the twists and turns

Like the build and fall in a song

Each level has its own concerns 

Please let me off 

I’m tired of this ride 

Please let it stop 

I feel too much inside